It’s
raining outside,
but
everything in here is okay
Because
everyone else is just like me
Trapped
in a house staring out a window,
as
if it’s the zombie apocalypse
Which
makes me happy
to
be like everyone else
-if
only for a moment
But
how I hate the sun
and
how it dries up all the rain
Which brings back my loneliness
which brings back my pain
which
brings back the fact I’m still the same,
lonely, isolated, sad, depressed person to
afraid
to go out into this maze called life and
have fun
Instead-
I
close all the blinds
and
pretend the world is dead
and
I’m the last one alive
I’m
alone and sad
But
I’m alive and safe
And
alone and sad
is
better than everyone else,
who
died before the rain stopped falling
Fresh
cut flowers wilt in the sun
But,
a deeply rooted plant potted inside
thrives
on a window seal
So,
why would I want to leave the safety
of
my box,
just
to make others happy?
The
times I’ve been forced outside,
I
was nearly eaten alive
by hordes of the walking dead-
- to rude to hold doors
- to disrespectful to say thank you
-and
by those who would rather spit on you, as to say excuse me
No thank you!
I’ll be the house plant and watch you wilt in
the sun
and
sing sad songs for the memory of everyone
I’ll
be sad and alone,
but
safe and alive
Only me and my children,
with our deeply planted roots will
survive
Watching you from our window;
will
know, we can only go out in the rain
when everyone else is inside
hiding from the water that poisons
their body
They watch us like were the walking
dead,
dancing in puddles
But we do not see them watching
Nor do we care
…..we are the only ones left alive
Alfred Gremsly is an American born poet whose works can be found on social media sights such as twitter and Facebook. He is the author of two short adult/children books and has been featured in numerous anthology's.
This poem in particular comes from his forth coming book; a 140 page collection of poems entitled " SMiLE 'scheduled for release in early spring 2019