I
will
eat
you too
surviving
gnawing
bones
and glass
spitting
out gristle
even the griss
in front
of me
can be
regurgitated
repeated again
until satisfied
reminding me
I have no money
or fancy clothes
yet
I
am
rumbly
tumbly
bones
crashing
breaking
waves
moonshine
your
mind
prefers
heart beats
complexity
I could never
afford
I
will take
what I
can get
or left
with
no difference between
no need to worry
about the fairytale
I remember
the old man
rummaging
behind the bar
where I worked
he was in the alley
between us and heaven
he was looking for hell
he was old
ornery
checking
empty
beer
bottles
and
liquor bottles
scarce scant amounts evaporates
bottles of different colors and sizes stacked neatly outside
same cartons
that were delivered
last week
now filled with skulls
10 cents
a piece
waiting to be cashed in
dutifully on return
I
was taking out the trash
walking out the back door
heard the explosions like gunfire
instead of putting the bottles
back neatly,he was smashing
the ones
that were completely empty
muttering to himself
why straighten up now?
putting back the bottles that had
an unswigged corner
after reswigging
backwash and strangers kindness courtesy or neglect
are the same illusion
in the night
he broke 285 bottles out of 350
we were both thinking
about dreams
both
realizing
the same
thing
at a
young age
I
still
cherish
that
Wasted
Time and
Prayers
no one here owes
You
A
Mother
Fucking
Thing!
I
could of stopped him
from
breaking bottles
it was an act
out of
my
paygrade and above my morality god stood
still
didn’t want
to steal
joy
he had left
I did get paid
cash
to
sweep up
collateral damage
less confrontational
always
buy
you
a drink
if I knew
that it
would
change
the world
I
can assure
with 100%
certainty
I
would drink
it myself
longing
for
your
noose
I await
your stubborn
American
ways
Wolf, Kevin Martin, is from North Carolina and a regular contributor to the Arrival Magazine in Winston Salem, NC. Amateur photographer and poet.
Love this, Kevin!
ReplyDeleteI see I already commented! :D When I read it again, I was thinking... this one is familiar. lol
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