Just before sunrise pauses,
too-familiar gauze of light
rouses where I must circulate.
The medicine cabinet
mirrored door cracked open,
willing assistant in my renewal.
Saturday night punishes me:
was over the top, one for the books,
adds to the legend, typical mythical cool.
I gingerly secure the beveled door,
and search out redemption
where only admonition abides.
Hairline fissures full-blown
when I round the corner,
incandescent in full-silvered view.
A beveled mirror ledge
reveals what remains, semi-cracked
remnant, in-frame transience.
I claim, promise, and pledge
to whoever takes witness at these times
never to imbibe again . . . to excess. . . .
Rebuke, caffeine and Kahlua
as companions, I must now scan
newsprint, hoping not to see my name.
Sam Barbee's poems have appeared Poetry South, The NC Literary Review, Crucible, Asheville Poetry Review, The Southern Poetry Anthology VII: North Carolina. His second poetry collection, That Rain We Needed (2016, Press 53), was a nominee for the Roanoke-Chowan Award as one of North Carolina’s best poetry collections of 2016.
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