Friday, July 7, 2023

What Does an Asexual Bad Company Fan Do When They Play Feel Like Makin' Love? by John Doyle

And that lost son of Jacob's got to cross the Styx 
to legalise things Salvation Army mercenaries were doing in his name,  
like that woman cycling in the hurricane 
to get vodka for her son, 

to get whiskey for herself 
and rosary beads for the devil 
who knew what he was doing all his life would backfire 
on him on the final page, 

the devil was smarter than we thought, 
he wasn't going to end up burning forever in his own hometown, 
he just wasn't that good at mending punctures either, 
turning his face away on that ferry 

as Jacob's mother kneeled by her bicycle weeping,     
worried someone would find out what magazines    
his poetry was published in;    
I sympathised, yes, empathised - not too much,    

still asking myself what Heidegger asked me 
when the wheels were hanging off our own wagons -   
what does an asexual Bad Company fan do,
when they play Feel Like Makin' Love?






John Doyle was born in 1975 and is from County Kildare in Ireland. He lives in Dublin with his wife and his dog, and has had eight poetry collections published since 2017. He works as a magazine reporter.

Thursday, July 6, 2023

Jaded Line Coaches by Dan Provost

Ornery line coaches,
beer bellies juggling
over belt buckle—always
telling stories about how
players were so tough in
the old days.
 
Twenty years behind
in technique teaching.
 
Failure to keep up
with research of new
ways, new steps and
hand placement
 
To block a defensive
tackle who is shaded on
the outside shoulder.
 
They chew their red man
tobacco, scream “What
the Hell ya doin,” as
we tried to follow his directions
 
on making contact—but
fail to keep the opponent
out of the backfield.
Coach would shake his
head, spitting out the
sacred juices from his
puffy cheeks. 
Bewildered that we can’t follow his
Instructions like “Bruiser
Did—"
 
Thirty years earlier.


 



Dan Provost's poetry has been published throughout the small press for a number of years.  Some recent publications include: Ariel Chart, Poetical Review, Merak Magazine, Oddball Magazine, Deuce Coupe, Misfit Magazine, the Rye Whiskey Review, Cajun Mutt Press and the Dope Fiend Daily.  He has two books coming out in 2020.  Under the Influence of Nothingness by Kung Fu Treachery Press and Rattle of a Realizer, published by Whiskey City Press.  He lives in Berlin, New Hampshire with his wife Laura and dog Bella.


Wednesday, July 5, 2023

The Art by Brenton Booth

He was 38 and
had just been 
kicked out of
the bar.

He was quite 
drunk and sat
on his old sofa
drinking more.

It was 12:30AM
and he thought
about going to
the brothel.

Emily would be
there.

He had been 
single for years.
Sometimes the
loneliness was
so great, he 
wondered why
he even went
on with things.

Emily was always
good to him at 
the brothel, but
never answered 
his phone calls.

When he saw
her next, she
always had a 
reasonable 
sounding excuse:
to him anyway.

He decided he 
would have a 
couple more 
drinks, then go
to the brothel.

He felt tired and
the whiskey 
really burned his 
stomach.

He hadn’t written
a poem for months,
and honestly didn’t
care: “What was the 
point really?” he 
thought.

There had been a
time when the 
word meant 
everything to 
him.

Nothing was more
important than
the next line, 
and nothing felt 
better.

He had grown tired
of that though. All
he ever seemed to
get was form-rejections
and bad jobs, that
took too much time
and energy.

He wondered why
he kept going on.

He heard a loud crash.
He recognised the sound.
It was the garbage truck.
He must have fallen
asleep. He opened the 
blinds. The sun was out.

His stomach was on
fire and he had no 
interest in eating.

He splashed some water
on his face and headed
to the park next to
his building.

He sat on the same chair 
as always. Shook his
head in complete 
disgust.

He noticed someone
painting. He’d never
seen anyone painting
there before. “Nice to
see,” he thought.

He looked closer. Was
momentarily stunned. 
The painter looked like
Vincent van Gogh.

“You really are fucked up!”
he thought, and looked 
at the ground on the 
verge of tears.

“Looks like we are the
only ones here,” he heard
from the next seat, and
looked up.

It was the painter. “The 
light on that tree is perfect.
I wish I could get it right,”
he said.

“You look just like Vincent
van Gogh.”

“I get that a lot.  You 
paint?”

“No. I used to write.”

“Used to?”

“I think I am done 
with it.”

“I once knew someone
like that. He was wrong.”

“It’s not hard in this
world.”

“You’re right there.”

“Big night?”

“Disappointing night.”

“I hear you.”

“Life is so difficult.”

“You got that right.”

“You look so peaceful.”

“I am now.”

“You weren’t?”

“For the longest time.
Then…”

“What?”

“Then I learned to trust
that.”

“What? Art.”

“Correct! I have to go. So 
much to do. It was nice
meeting you.”

“You too. I am Robert.”

“You already know my 
name friend.”

Robert heard a loud crash.
It was the garbage truck
again. He was on his sofa.
It was a dream: all just a
dream.

He thought about Van Gogh.
He had outlasted him: or
had he?

He stood up. Poured a glass
of water. Drank it. Found
his notepad. Opened the 
blinds. Put on some music.
And got to work.





Brenton Booth lives in Sydney, Australia. Poetry of his has appeared in New York Quarterly, North Dakota Quarterly, Chiron Review, Main Street Rag, Naugatuck River Review, Heavy Feather Review and Nerve Cowboy. He has two full length collections available from Epic Rites Press. brentonbooth.weebly.com

Monday, July 3, 2023

A Definition of a Bastard And Myself By JPR

She said.

“You know I think you’re only with me for the sex.”

“Sweetheart, that's a terrible thing to say I mean I also really enjoy using your car as well.”

“You’re such an ass.”

She replied as even she had to laugh at that one.

I mixed another drink and admired the view of her semi-naked body as she moved about the room.

“Baby, tell me a lie to make me feel better.”

I took a sip as she stood in front of the mirror combing that ever so long, coarse hair.

The bourbon burnt and even though I knew I was a bastard for what I was about to say I couldn't fight the urge.

For even the sting of truth beats the bullshit of sugar-coated lies any day of the week.

I looked down into the semi empty glass not raising my head as I spoke out.

“I love you.”

“I love-”

She stopped mid-sentence in the realization of what I had just said.

I believe she got the point.

I never play it for something more than it ever truly is.
Fuck being the hero or the villain.

It's the hardest road taken when we truly find the courage to be ourselves.





JPR, is a southern gothic writer his work is always unfiltered and has appeared in.

Fixator Press, Red Fez, San Pedro River Review, Horror Sleaze Trash, The Dope Fiend Daily, Punk Noir Magazine, Fearless Poetry Zine, Blue Nib and Piker Press.

His current book is Are We Dead Yet? From Black Circle Publishing and available through Amazon.


Saturday, July 1, 2023

Frequent Flyer by Matt Amott

All of her belongings
fit nicely
into two suitcases.

When she left
I wasn't surprised,
she packed
too well
to ever stay
in one place.




Matt Amott is a poet, musician and photographer who rambles around the Pacific Northwest. He is co-founder and co-editor of Six Ft. Swells Press and has been published in numerous collections as well as three books of his own, THE COAST IS CLEAR (Six Ft. Swells Press), GET WELL SOON and THE MEMORY OF HER (both by Epic Rites Press).  He can be reached at sixftswells@yahoo.com and purchases can be made at Amazon and www.sixftswellspress.com


Friday, June 30, 2023

I Grieve Like A Sunfish by Robert J. W.

I am permanently bound to
the closing seconds of
my parents’ lives.
I grieve

like a sunfish.
The grains of
sand that I

cough up every morning
elongate my
lifespan to that of

a bored rockstar instead of
a drunken housefly.
Perhaps I’ll
cherish

the music this time.




Robert J. W. is a poet and writer from Morgantown, WV that is known for his work about mental health and memory.  He has been writing poetry for 20 years now. He has frequently published collections with Alien Buddha Press (including Dusty Video Game Cartridges and Bed of Bones) as well as being featured in several of their zines and anthologies. He enjoys listening to music, meditating, reading, and hanging with friends. You can find him on Facebook, Instagram, and Twitter @robertjw4688 as well as Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/Robertjw4688

Thursday, June 29, 2023

Noble Savage by Tony Brewer

Bars are a bad place for a fight

sharps & blunts at every turn

as many enemies as friends

someone quick to call cops


Bars are a great place to start a fight

enough booze to drop the leash

dim details yawped above the din

pressure to push a brain to pull

another body into fists


Parking lots

the outside stepped into

dirty puddles

the only thing

quivering

at my feet






Tony Brewer is a poet and audio artist from Bloomington, Indiana. He co-produces the Writers Guild Spoken Word Series and the Urban Deer Performance Series. His books include Hot Type Cold Read, Pity for Sale, and Fragile Batteries. More at linktr.ee/TonyBrewer


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