state college morning
last motel to swallow
after seventy days
or forty-five thousand miles
this warranty polished
in blue highways lexicon
near enough pittsburgh
stations static homesick
I wanna say fuck it
who needs one last reading
let’s gun it for the homestead
the reverend is on a greyhound
though, i'll find him in a basement
bar, sharing a whiskey neat
with a mural of chief wahoo
we roll east
spy on thomas brenton hart
the reverend tries making college girls
I pull him away before he faceplants
they ain't coming to the show, babe
tremont is hidden magic
right at the precipice of the times
I know what that shit did to my city
I can't find the golden road though
no electric grid in my pocket
instead guided by semaphore
no surprise we're late
if this were a comic
the audience would be full
of first appearances
rustbelt poet introductions
welcome to the topography of disappearing
after we've said our words
all conversation extinguished
dressed for the high life
we leave prosperity social club
to mid-summer biblical rain
the wipers fight with fury
race the hydroplane
lightning strobes along
to flaming lips on the stereo
will I see the lady pittsburgh again?
the last hundred, never easy
tunnel open to this city
an electric oasis
lights explode in my head
now enter the bardo
and sing a song of home
friends cheer my arrival
wet and dusty and ecclesiastical
in a pink death oubliette
where cigarette smoke gained sentience
it's past midnight
grant has taken vicksburg
I'm thirty-six now
no understanding of who I've become
alcohol cleaves this addled brain
the leaving rains now and
again, harder than before
shirt off through the wee hours
a madman, a shell, a demon
all free and unhinged madness
Jason Baldinger was recently told he looks like a cross between a lumberjack and a genie. He’s also been told he’s not from Pittsburgh, but actually is the physical manifestation of Pittsburgh. Although unsure of either, he does love wandering the country writing poems. His newest books include: A Threadbare Universe (Kung Fu Treachery Press), The Afterlife is a Hangover (Stubborn Mule Press) and A History of Backroads Misplaced: Selected Poems 2010-2020 (Kung Fu Treachery). He also has a forthcoming book with James Benger called This Still Life. His work has been widely across print journals and online. You can hear him read his work on Bandcamp and on lp’s by The Gotobeds and Theremonster.
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